So, the other day I got an email inviting me to join yet another online Gay sex live talk site. Of course I clicked on the link and it was absolutely identicle to the Real Dudes Live talk site I mentioned in an earlier post here. That got me thinking and sure enough there are a number of sites that are all the same company and they just put a new front end on it. Same guys from all over the world, same format, etc.

I wrote an email to the support of Real Dudes Live and asked for a detailed explanation of how they charge, Really did not expect to hear back but I did within a day. So now that I am clear on how the click and they take your cash thing works I resubscribed to them. And there were all my favorite men like they were just waiting for me. I set the daily spend limit to the lowest possible amount so that I would not end up with a multi-hundred dollar billing and dove in. Now I can chat away with them and they can chat back at me and, unless I want to nest egg a bunch of bucks to do something more, I am only able to click the little button that makes the little pink tail thingy they have vibrate and watch their eyes roll back in their oh so beautiful heads.

One nice thing is that some of the really hot ones do sit around totally naked showing off their beautiful dicks and shiny big balls. If I were not so healthy (hahaha) it would just give me a stroke and I would be a drooling vegitable instead of a drooling old fool.

So, between the occassional vibrating dildo thingy and the blogs I visit that have pictures of stunning men you would think I would be satisfied. Well, I am not. I do enjoy the visuals but it is not like the real thing which continues to elude me. 

(One of the performers actually took pity on me when I told him I was and elderly old man on a fixed income and could not afford a private session and whacked off to completion just to give me a thrill. He may not be working there anymore for that show of mercy.)

And that is what it is like these day here in "the home".