My health has been in complete disarray with the plague of my old illness' and a few new and possible really bad ones. My adrenal glands are being investigated as well as my kidneys both of which seem to be acting up and not doing the right thing. My pancreas continues to plague me and make me pretty miserable all the time and all they will tell me is that will be the way of my life from now on. My legs, especially the right one which was the one that was temporally paralyzed apparently by my adrenal glands and something called Primary Aldosteronism, seem to be getting weaker and not wanting to hold me in an upright standing position. But I can still walk which is a good thing. Heart with persistent high blood pressure, blood glucose is like a roller coaster and even the new Insulin does not seem to help, though I am sure it is and I just have so much going on that I do not realize it.

And now something that I had when I was 23 years old, four years before I met My Robert, was treated for and declared cured, has come back with a vengeance and I have new doctors that are trying to treat me and cure me one more time.

Yet, I still am able to say that life is good, even with all the aches and pains that seem to be my lot as I age. It seems that every time I think my life is moving toward that point where I can get a little place of my own my body just slams me to the ground and says NO!!!